ok......lol...this is really my last entry...i just want to respond to what some people have been saying about me....(Devin's friends)  ....lets just say your friends have no room to talk when it comes to looks.

thats it...

i knew from the start that xanga was a bad idea.  a journal to post your feelings and opinions that everybody else can read.  not much privacy in that.  i do apologize for the things i wrote.  i did not realize how powerful words could be.  so to keep from making the same mistake twice............

.......exit xanga...permanently!!!

goodmorning goodmorning.  to be exact...3:00 in the morning.  why am i still up?  it appears that all this weather changing is pissing my  body off.  i hate drainage. 

P.S.  Where have all the cowboys gone?

im glad im not a girl.....too much for me to handle.  devin...im sorry....but unless you think you really love him, get over it.  your not the only person who has had to deal with things like that.  its funny that you have this problem cause i had the same one about a week ago.  you say its not the same, but then again you dont exactly know that much about my life do ya.

on a brighter note, my men's volleyball team won tonight, barely.  we didnt play so hot, we should slaughtered the team we played.  im also glad that Tri showed up, gave the team a chance to show him that we dont want or need somebody on the team that is gonna act like an 8 year old about stupid stuff.  he quit the team, so we wont take him back.  all he was, was our 4th player because thats how many you need in order to play.  we found a replacement body.  right on.

still havent run into christina again. ...makes me sad.  cant really schedule a coincidence.  i need to figure out how to see her again so i can actually get her number. 

P.S....this is for Devin.  for a cocky person it sure was HUMBLE of me to talk to you about a guy that doesnt even want to be your boyfriend and you are head over heals for.  me all telling you how good of a person he is after what i put up from you.  not really fair is it....lol.....DEAL...everybody else does.